Sun, February 28, 2010 7:18:07 PM
Hello... thank you for giving me a chance to give my last respects to a group I loved dearly. Please call me Yuuki, a Philippine Hottest who loved and supported Lee JunHo who was then just a struggling Bi Rain lookalike. Even then, I saw JunHo as someone with the ambition to prove himself and I got ready to support him and his brothers while they reach the top. I admired 2PM not because of their beastly image, not just because they perform well. I loved them because they were themselves and also because their love for each other radiates through the shows, interviews and even their songs.
When the Myspace controversy broke out, I was worried. Half because I liked Jaebum and half because I was worried for the group as a whole. I knew how much they loved each other and I was worried that this could affect them. My fears was soon realized and soon after things started to go for the worse. I was one of those who cried, not caring if other people called me pathetic for crying over people who doesn't even know who I am. I am a Hottest, I have a right to cry, that's what I said. Still I did not lose hope, I thought that I will wait for things to get better. As soon as the other six remained true to their brotherhood, I won't give up. Then I saw the changes in some of the members, I saw it but turned a blind eye. I thought that it was for the better and I was thinking that it was their way to show the Hottests that they were okay. I was wrong based on everything that I have read so far. I know some would tell me that I do not know them personally to say things but I trust the sources where I read this from and there's never smoke without any kind of fire. I now proved that idols really are just average people too... ambitions and personal dreams could get bigger than brotherhood and love. At least I wasn't wrong when I supported this group, they do have reaaaly big dreams. It's just frustrating that they had to prove it this way.
Just to clear things, I am just not giving up on 2PM because JYPE refused to bring back Park Jaebum. It's a reason but not what triggered me to leave. It was devastating to see the changes on the members plus I had always disliked people who betrays other people just to get on top. I hate that the most. Plus its hard to protect and support a group who couldn't even protect and support each other. If they were able to do it to a former member (and their leader), they can easily do it to other people. With this I close my farewells to my formerly loved kpop group. Everything ended in a not so good way but I hope for everyone's happiness. They moved on pretty easily so I guess I should too. It was fun being a part of the Hottests and I never regretted supporting 2PM when they were 7. =)
P.S.
To the writer, you have my gratitude for letting me vent my frustrations. Please leave my name as Yuuki and I came from the Philippines.
Yuuki,
thanks for sending us your letter and we respect your decision. Him Nae chingu, aja, aja, fighting!!! ^_^
Admins.
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